icebluenothing

A friend of mine just called, and he'll be dropping by in about twenty minutes. I suppose that might not sound too unusual, until I point out that I thought this friend was currently in Chapel Hill, North Carolina. Hmmmm.

I realize I haven't posted much lately. Sorry, any of you who might be hanging on my every utterance. Been a little scattered after the funeral. Been trying to get out more, spend more time with people. Ashamed of all the times I've wanted to get to know someone and haven't. Been spending more time working on seagoth.org, too. Have a front page redesign in the works. Have spent too much time ignoring the community; ashamed of that, too.

Full moon hit me full force on Friday, and a single, simple teasing comment from retcon left me sitting in the corner and crying at the Mercury all night. Deeply weird. I'm not usually that thin-skinned. He hit a trigger I didn't know I had.

My old hard drive died spectacularly. Riff bought me a new one, spent a day reinstalling Windows and all my fave apps.

Heard this song earlier at the beginning of an episode of Smallville I was watching. Went and immediately tracked down what it was, downloaded it as soon as I got home, have been listening to it ever since. Crunchy dreamy angsty techno goodness.

Spending too much time Not Writing. Must fix that.